::mood:: im like sooo fucked up right now..lmao...
::music:: suck my kiss..and other junk..

::mood:: still depressed...
::music:: way away *yellowcard* and 45 *shinedown*

Heyyz well today wuz ok..i guess..lol...ok gym wuz like the best...we had to go outside...and me and cory and tiffany wuz playin football and we were like soo fuckin hyper and now we r the ninja turtles..im like the red one..tiffany is the yellow one and i think cory is the blue one..lmao..it wuz so funnie!! but then in language...we were sittin there jus talkin and patrick wuz like bein a retard and make fun of ppl..lmao...and then mrs. gamerl wuz like "patrick take yer books and go read in mrs. korpas's class" o damn i couldnt help myself it wuz sooo funnie so i wuz like bye bye patrick and then i started crakin up!! haha!! lunch this week is like gunna suck ass all the fuckin way!! ok i got lunch wif zanghi and that means mitchell...so i gotta sit at lunch wif him!! ahhh scary!! but he like jus stalked me like he alwayz does and then i sat wif cory and lacy and lacy wuz like talkin to cory then...she came and sat next to me..((cuz billy wuz like bein a dick and i didnt want him to sit wif me lol)) but she wuz like talkin about her breakin up wif pat jus cuz i like him alot...and i wuz like yesssss yessss yessss cuz i really like this kid...ommmmmgggg..lol..so she wuz like if he would go back out wif you ill break up wif him or sumthin like that and i wuz like thinkin...omg dudde shes so nice and thats sweet that she ever cares!! i mean really!! THANKS LACY!! hehe lol...but...like..then after lunch i went to mrs. korpas's class and we had to get into our lil gay ass groups and im in a group wif patrick...lorenszo ((or however you fuckin spell it)) and jesse and lucas...so yea..fuckin fun fun fun!! lmao..but like geez they all jus sit there and talk bout fuckin skatin...omg..lol...but its cute how they like...((you wouldnt get in nevermind)) lmao...but newayz..lets talk bout christian..yea...lets..ok well this mornin he came up to me and wuz like hi and shyt and then michael wuz like..sittin there and then i guess i gave him a dirty look..cuz u kno the whole him hangin up on me thing...but then mike when OoOOo you in trouble she said she hates you...and i never ever ever ever said that and then he got all mad at walked away..and yea tammy wont let me hug him...its mean...and im gettin pissed bout that!!! uggh!!! ok well jamie called me so ima go...Luv Yaz...((well actually it kinda depends on who is lookin at this)) lol Bye Byez!!!

::mood::~depressed~ or in other word...not in the mood
::music::sum cold and die trying

hi...yea..im really not in the mood at all to be doin this shyt...but o fuckin well...but...today wuz sucky..i woke up like all sick..and then i threw up..and...i feel like shyt...and then..the whole chris thing..is like soo bullshit...but...cory came baq..late today and we talked...and then billy got on...and you kno he did what he alwayz does and he got all in my bizness and i had I Na'e aloha iaia in my profile and he wuz like what does that mean and i wuz like it means i still love him ((in hawiian)) and he wuz like o well he loves lacy now...and that really made me feel like shyt...and i wuz like ok whatever..i dont care..and i really dont kno y i care so much about patrick..but i jus do..i love((ed)) him sooo fuckin much and then he like hurt me..((alot)) and it jus bothers me...i guess....that he didnt even think twice about breakin up wif me and he jus did it and like in a matter of no time at all he jus asks lacy out..and its like...gee thanks pat...u kno...i jus cant get over him..no matter how hard i try...u kno..i try to jus think about chris...but its like..my mind wont let me...alls i can think about is patrick!! and how he trys to be my friend....and the half ass hug he gave me on friday...ugghh..man i jus wunna die!! soooo fuckin bad..!! but...then again i might jus move..back to maryland..after all this court shyt...ill move..and..everything will be ok..ill be back wif all my friends up there and my ex-boyfriend..yea that would be grreeeaaattt! wouldnt it? yea...but i dont wunna move...but then again the more i think about it..the more i think...well fuck florida...seriously..i have gone through hell the past couple of months...and drama o god the drama!! geeeezzzzuzzz and then the fuckin never endin.."im gunna kill myself i swear i am" dude i like never say that....but like..im sooo fuckin depressed and ive never been this sad in my life...geeez i feel like shyt...and jamie called me..so ima go...now...so good-bye bytch!!

                  ~Cory -n- Steph~ *BFFL*

                           i'm sad..

                       -i miss Patrick
                   -my b/f wont talk to me
               -billy is makin me feel like shyt

::mood:: im pissy so watch out..
::music:: does it matter....Thursday...signals over the air..

::mood::Hyper As Fuck..
::music::Holidae Inn...or however you spell it...you all kno you kno dat song...haha

Heyyy...say hi to Jamie yea...its friday and she is here...((duh....)) Well today wuz ok i guess...yea..umm...Patrick liked acted like nothin happend at all...but like..then at lunch Cory went to talk to him and she came back and she wuz all like omg omg i cant even tell you...and i wuz like what is it mean..and she wuz like yea...and i started to like freak out...but then she told Kevin and bein the bestest bud he is...told me that Patrick wuz goin out wif Lacy...Yea...but im ok....yea...im kool...depressed...but ok...yea...im fine...really i am...seriously dont worrie bout me..im better than ever...but then...after we all "ate" cough cough...yea..lmao...but newayz..lamo...jamie like ::Hooked:: me and Christian up...hahahahaha....*N*e*W*a*Y*z* Hehehehe im on the phone...wif Christian...so i g2g...cuz...yea...im on the phone..lmao..so....umm...bye...soo...bye..lol...

::sadness has now struck the heart of me::

::mood::fuckin A im sad...duh..
::music::sad music...((dashboard confessional)) ~sniffle sniffle~ and lmao..stand up Haha...((sorrie im feelin the blackness))

Hey!! today sucked ass..yea..ass...ok...first of all me and cory wuz in gym playin basketball and...tracy ((BiTcH)) told me patrick asked her out...and shyt like that...so i got mad at him...((yea...)) but...then he got pissed and he said he didnt ask her out..and i didnt believe him cuz tracy dont lie...but then...when i wuz goin into zanghi's class..billy wuz like cum here pat wants to tell u sumthin..and then he wuz like its over...and i wuz like WTF EVER!! but then.Tracy wuz like oooo yea didnt i tell u i wuz jus kiddin...!! but then....he acted like we didnt break up...omfg..but then he wuz all flirtin wif amber...in science..grrr..i hate her...ugg man..eww shes such a fuckin preppie ByTcH!!! ewwwwwww!!! *N*e*W*a*Y*z*..umm...yea...what wuz i talkin bout lmao....ooooo yea...he pisses me off..but i never realised ((cant spell)) how much i really loved dis boi..man..i love him a fuckin lot...lol...and i dont kno what ima do now that i lost him...i kno...ima kill myself...yea...thats what ima do...HOPE HE MISSES ME!!!...*tear* he wont....well ima go kill myself.....lmao...no not yet...ima get cory to call him...((my hottness)) bye ya'll....ill write b4 i go to sleep...or if i kill myself..i wont...

::mood::sad
:music::sad music...

Heyy...im sad...i dunno y...i feel like shyt..i feel like killin Pat...((again dunno y)) he jus pisses me off sumtimes...and...well...it jus pisses me off...so....umm...yea...New News Cory goes out wif Kevin!

~mood~ not in the mood to be doin this shyt...
~music~ im listenin to sum screamin shyt...((hey its makin me feel better)) BS!!!

Hey bytches im kinda pissed i jus got home from a lil fuckin road trip that me n jamie went on..but ne wayz the reason im like sooooOoOoOoOoOooooooOoOoOoOOOOooooo fuckin pissed is cuz...well yesterday i called Patrick...((grrrrr that fuckin name)) ugh...but ne wayz i called him and he told me he wuz like i went to a gurls party wif Charity..((or how ever the hell u spell it)) and he wuz like i got so drunk i passed out n then this mornin i woke up in sum gurls bed...!!!OMFG!!!! u dont tell yer g/f shyt like that...i wuz like omg cuz like...u dont jus go to a party wif a gurl n not do ne thing..((u kno what i mean dont act dumb)) but like i kno he did SUMTHIN!! i mean cum on now...really...and then after he told me this he like laughed and it aint funnie...but really what did i do to him to deserve this shyt...i love him more than ne thing...and he does this to me!!! omg...ima cry..jus thinkin bout this shyt...i cried last night for like ever n ever n ever...and then he told me he had to take a shower...n he would call me back...but after like 2 hours i called him and he didnt answer..so he lied...and then today..even kno i wuz out of town...he still coulda called..((if he really cared he would of)) but he didnt call...so jus now when i got home...i called him and he wuz like fuckin fishin..HELLO..it wuz rainin outside...lol..ok...hes sooo mother fuckin gay!!! but i love(ed) him!! but im still fuckin pissed and if he dont call me soon ima fuckin kill him!!!!!

           ~CORY..BEAT HIM UP FOR ME!!~

~mood~im sleepy...lol
~music~*halls of illusions* ICP


hey i jus got up and im really tired i jus wanted to write in here real fast...last night i couldnt cum back in here..((here my blog)) lol...cuz patrick called me..so i didnt have time but look what andre said to  me....hes so gay LoL...