A kiss is just a kiss till you find tha one u lovE~a huq is just a huq till you find the one your thinnkin of~a dream is just a dream till u'vE made it come tru~love was just a word until i found~-;- y O u  -;-

ok thats bout adrian i think...i like him soooooo much...u dont even kno..lol...but w/e~~kay is like obsessed w/ phillip jus so u all kno....they r goin out and when they whisper on the fone it makes phillip feel all fuzzy inside...aww...lol...lmao...lmafo...

                                                                    ~later

::mood:: happy cuz im @ kayla's....
::music:: none.....YET

::mood:: im sick should i say more?....((im not listenin to ne music so im not gunna go there!))

Heyyz i havent written in here in like forever and ever lol but ill jus tell u whats been goin on...cuz i dont remember what i said in the last entry..lol...but im in MD...*kill me now ppllzz* but yeah...ive gone to the mall like everyday..lol...last night me and jenny went and Anthony wuz there but yeah hes too good for me so he can jus go fuck a duck!! seriously!! god! but besides all of my "good" friends turnin on me and becoming to good for me i guess im ok!! but i miss Cory...ive been lookin @ all the pictures of me and her and thinkin bout all the good times me and her had and its sad cuz she wuz by far...the only person that understood me and she wuz my best friend and i lost her...cuz now...Mimi stole her.....so whatever lol...my nanny asked me if i wanted to move back to Florida and i said NoOoOo cuz no one missed me or whatever and now Cory misses me so i dont kno i dont think im gunna move back...cuz i cant...now...but i miss Patrick...i love him! and its not fair...that i jus had to move....but im "ok" ill be fine...but lets *change the subject* ok x-mas sucked...jus like every other year. but again WHATEVER! lol...i got alot of money tho...but who cares..i spent all of it almost..lol...i went to the mall friday and got cds so what do u expect...lol...but now i g2g to mi dads so ill write when i get there...                    -later

 

*I LOVE PATRICK!*   *CORY LOVES KEVIN!*   *I LOVE CORY*   *AND I LOVE CORY* lol!!!

::mood::sick...sad...
::music::ICP what else? LOL!

Heyyyy im in MD and yeah me and pat r still goin out but meghan wuz really happy to c me and junk so yay! lol....but ne wayz...ummm jovann is hott and he talked to me today and he likes me and he broke up wif cassi and stuff so its all good...and then other ppl r hott too...but lets not go there..*cough* micheal miller *cough* LOL! yeah hes hott...but who cares...im goin out wif patrick and im not ever gunna cheat on him...hehe....lalala im bored...my classes suck!! they really do..but im in chorus again and so is mEgHaN ahhhh my best friend...LOL!! but yeah i jus wanted to say a lil bit so im out...~peace~ 

I MISS MY BABY!!

::mood::tired...
::music::ICP

Heyyy..Cory is here and me and her have been chylln since Thursday...LOL!! i went over to her house Thursday night and then i stayed all night wif her...and we had a parrrttttyyy LOL!! her house is so much fun!! lmao...but we pretty much "got jacked up off homies" LOL!! omg thats so funnie ((if ya'll get lost in this entry its cuz me and Cory got insiders)) but newayz...then yesterday me and her went to the mall... and Kevin wuz there...and so wuz Jesse -n- Jake LOL!! yay!! lmao...but...Patrick couldnt go cuz he had to go wif his mom or sum shyt like that....uhh...yeah..so i wuz like uggghh but its ok we r gunna go again today whenever we get all ready and wake up -n- shyt "YEAAAAAAA" LOL!! omg me and her got so many fuckin insiders...lmao...but its all good....OMG Kevin peirced his ear wif a saftey pin...ewww..LOL!! and then me and her PIMPED out my room...and OMG Cory wants me to tell you all bout her and Kevin FrEnChInG at the mall yesterday!! LOL!!! OOOHHHH yea me and her wuz on cam for my adoralbe-loving-"hott" brother yesterday..LOL!! omg then we got on the mic and we wuz talkin to him...but then his dad came up and thought he wuz lookin at PORN so he got off lmao...yeaaa me and Cory got greeaattt porn....but...alot has gone on since....Thursday but we cant remember...so we r gunna go now...~Peace~

::mood::happy...really happy..and hyper...
::music::fortune faded....*red hot chilli peppers*

Heyyyz im like soo happy cuz me and Patrick r goin baq out..god i like him soo much...geezzzz...i will like sooo die with out him...hehe...Mitch called..me...haha...hes soo funnie..but you kno i havent written in this thing is like forever lol..but me and jamie r not friends ne more...shes a hoe..eww...i hate her cuz she wuz jus usin me for my $$$ ugghhh god i hate her!! but me and Cory r like bestest friends now..so kiss my ass jamie!! and what..lol..haha...but newayz...i wuz goin out wif chance...then micheal..god i get around dont i...lol..but i really like Pat...::sigh:: hes my baby!! and the Lacy thing is like really confusing..i dont kno whats goin on there...but oh fuckin well..lol...but baq to the Pat thing...or my "relationships" well im sick of like the week or a couple day relationship shyt..u kno...god damn micheal wuz like "i like you alot and i dont wunna go out for a few days and then break up" and i really liked him!! but then he turns round and breaks up wif me...uuggghh he wuz like you were cheatin on me...((goddd no i wuznt...)) lol..me and Pat were jus bein good friends....LoL..but its ok me and mike r still friends i guess..lol..it dont really matter to me bout that shyt..i jus like Pat ALLLOOOOTTTTT lol..you get the idea..dont cha? yesss you do..but like...newayz bout me and Cory..me and her r like really tight now...yay hehe...i love ya Cory!! but me and her have big plans...cuz we got 2morrow off for thanksgiving and ima eat wif my nanny then ima go to her house and spend the night and then..on friday we will go to my house and she will stay at my house and then on saturday we r goin to the mall..yay..Pat will be there!! i love him!!! yay!! whoot whoot!! lol but ima go cuz i need to "talk" to Mitch or w.e. i got him like waitin on the phone right now..lol..~Peace~

::mood::hyper and im like soo fucked up!!
::music::mudvayne...and shyt...lol...

hey ya'llz i jus got home from the movies!! hehe me and mimi and allie all went to the movies and then we ment lacy there and then michael and madison and jordan wuz there so it wuz kool...lmao..we ened up goin to c the cat n the hat damn it wuz gay...haha...but i sat next to michael and then he asked me out cuz i knew he still liked me and i wuz like talkin to him through the whole movie and i wuz like i like u alot and he wuz like yea i like u too and i wuz like then ask me out lol and then after the movie we went to the game room and he wuz like i like u alot and i dont wunna get hurt by u...and i wuz like u wont be and he wuz like yea cuz we will go out for like a week then we will break up and i wuz like noooo way!! cuz i like him alot!! but newayz i broke up wif chance....lol.....it wuz soo funnie cuz he like followed me to mimis and then i wuz like WHATEVER lol...but then he went home and got online and i wuz like yer weird...ugly...u follow me and i dont like u ok and he wuz like ok...and then he wuz sad but then he like got all pissed off at me....lol...i wonder y..im confused...hahabut hey the break up wuz good for me!! and the christian thing wuz like WHOA today cuz sum1 told him bout lacy and he wuz like wait hold up shes goin out wif lacy? and then my friend wuz like yea and hes like tell her its over....again i dont care it didnt hurt me none...haha...lol...cuz i got mike and lacy!! hehe...lol..but at the movies nuffin happend between me and lacy...yea..it wuz boring...but then when i wuz wif mike she like jus got up and left....i wuz like hello..lol..but its ok....cuz i dont care...but im fucked up so ima go now....bye bye bytches...!!!

::mood::sad..only cuz i had to leave school early but besides that im happy
::music::the mudvayne cd mitchell gave me!!

Heyy guys...today wuz like sucky..lol only cuz me and jamie had court today...but i went to school wif her ths mornin at like 7 or so..lol yesss i kno early but tyler wuz there so it wuz fun!!  me and tyler got married!! hehe but newayz i had to get checked out of school at like 12:30...it sucked!! cuz i only got to c lacy one time!! grrr!!! lol..but then like i went to the court thingy place and then when i got there it wuz like 1 and i didnt c jamie and i wuz like omg shes not gunna cum..and junk but then after i had been there for 2 hours i saw her and her mom so i wuz like ok kool but we didnt have to go b4 a judge we jus gotta do this program....and it sux!! but o fuckin well...but back to my day...when i had to go get checked out i went into the lunch room so i could c lacy b4 i left...but like today i got alot of hugs...hehe..ppl love me!! but fuck u ppl cuz i love lacy...lol jp i love you alllll!!!!! haha....well ima go..so bye bye bytches!!

::mood::Happy
::music::ICP

Heyyyyyyz im like soo hyper...and guess what?? lacy asked me out...yipppeee...and junk lol..haha...god i wonder what pat will say...ayyyeee...lol this is gunna be greeaaattt!!! well i didnt really wunna say much...but..patrick called me and he wuz all do u like lacy...and junk like that...and i wuz like i dunno...but then he wuz like me...u...lacy...ahhh THREESOME!! lmao...haha...i love this...hehe..and i love lacy..lol...im soo fucked up from the meds my doc put me on...but newayz..i like lacy and all but shes the first gurl i ever ever ever liked..and its weird..cuz ppl r gunna act weird around me..u kno how ppl r these days...lol...but o fuckin well they will get used to it...well im out..~Peace~